The Collision of Two Conflicting Fears and then Boom! - A Photon is Emitted
(Moods before the Interview and the Call: Times of anxieties and job hunt scenarios.) The fear of a job that is meaningless to me - The fear of dollar signs My room filled with bunch of stuff I don't need. The fear that they may murder my inner romantic - my soul with eyes of a lover - The fear of feeling stuck Suffocated, Choked, Dead. The FEAR of the clock Tick-tok tick-tok tick-tok - sssshhhh Please let me sleep in peace! The FEAR of the boxes Cannot keep looking at those boxed buildings Little people in boxes Doing what they are told By mysterious powerful forces that all of us hate But we do what we are told. The boxes, the order, the system - Please break them all, make LIFE flow - Time is not a container Please break the barriers, cross the lines, feel the flow. And then what? - THE OTHER FEAR NOW Survival. Dad is retired. I must be able to earn for myself. I am more than old enough to be financially independent. No work outside the system? Find a box and ent